Day by days/Friendship

Haiz... so sian... wonder when will the day come... the days that i want it to come true... haiz... seem so slow to fulfill it... haiz...

This are the day i waiting for...
The Day when:-

1. ROD
2. Get a Suitable job for me
3. Have a GF
4. Get married
5. Start of a FAMILY
6. have 4 children (Must be filial to my wife and me)
7. Wealthy at the age of 40

Haiz... i think i waiting for is number 1 and 2... 3 onwards are still a long way... Now my wish is not 1 and 2... it is abt having a girl of my dream... haiz... this day hope will come true fast... if not i am going to be very very sad... (NEVER BEING IN A BGR...) I want that feeling... haiz... now i am searching my courage...

I WANT TO BE IN LOVED...

Any way this days... hard to meet my friend... haiz... we meeting this sat but seem like it is going to be not meeting with them... somemore this coming aug 24 is my 21st birthday... my friend also dunno got come out celebrate anot... haiz... next time must tell them and confirm with them 1 year b4 the actual day... if not last min change, i will go crazy... now already change this sat... haiz... sian lah... haiz...

9 years of friendship (Already going to be like brotherhood) also can lose to a 4-5 years of friendship (Their best friend)... haiz... think i need to find new friend and become thier brother then after knowing 5-9 yrs then kick them out... then change again... haiz... too bad i not friendly kind... too shy to talk to ppl... haiz... after knowing them well... already is too late... even now i still dunno know them well... 8-9 years liao... haiz...

HAIZ!!!

3 Week never write blog... HAHAHA...

HAHAHA... Long Long time nvr write blog... haha... too busy... and lazy... everyday must wake up 5am... very sian... and tired... but at least can go home... My job is just to Indent Ration meaning food for ppl... quite good...

Today a guy proclaim that he is from malacca, and got lost here... he say he rent a house at bukit panjang and then dunno why he come here to tampines and dunno why he got lost here... i think he got cheated by his friend... he ask me for help... but i didnt... i told him i no money but actually have... since i dunno him... now to think of it... i feel sorry for him... i should help him... now worried for him... feel very bad that nvr help him... hope someone is more kind than me can help him...

I willl updated again... hope that guy can go back to his home... wish him all the best... too bad i nvr help him... now really feel regreted....