Day by days/Friendship

Haiz... so sian... wonder when will the day come... the days that i want it to come true... haiz... seem so slow to fulfill it... haiz...

This are the day i waiting for...
The Day when:-

1. ROD
2. Get a Suitable job for me
3. Have a GF
4. Get married
5. Start of a FAMILY
6. have 4 children (Must be filial to my wife and me)
7. Wealthy at the age of 40

Haiz... i think i waiting for is number 1 and 2... 3 onwards are still a long way... Now my wish is not 1 and 2... it is abt having a girl of my dream... haiz... this day hope will come true fast... if not i am going to be very very sad... (NEVER BEING IN A BGR...) I want that feeling... haiz... now i am searching my courage...

I WANT TO BE IN LOVED...

Any way this days... hard to meet my friend... haiz... we meeting this sat but seem like it is going to be not meeting with them... somemore this coming aug 24 is my 21st birthday... my friend also dunno got come out celebrate anot... haiz... next time must tell them and confirm with them 1 year b4 the actual day... if not last min change, i will go crazy... now already change this sat... haiz... sian lah... haiz...

9 years of friendship (Already going to be like brotherhood) also can lose to a 4-5 years of friendship (Their best friend)... haiz... think i need to find new friend and become thier brother then after knowing 5-9 yrs then kick them out... then change again... haiz... too bad i not friendly kind... too shy to talk to ppl... haiz... after knowing them well... already is too late... even now i still dunno know them well... 8-9 years liao... haiz...

HAIZ!!!

3 Week never write blog... HAHAHA...

HAHAHA... Long Long time nvr write blog... haha... too busy... and lazy... everyday must wake up 5am... very sian... and tired... but at least can go home... My job is just to Indent Ration meaning food for ppl... quite good...

Today a guy proclaim that he is from malacca, and got lost here... he say he rent a house at bukit panjang and then dunno why he come here to tampines and dunno why he got lost here... i think he got cheated by his friend... he ask me for help... but i didnt... i told him i no money but actually have... since i dunno him... now to think of it... i feel sorry for him... i should help him... now worried for him... feel very bad that nvr help him... hope someone is more kind than me can help him...

I willl updated again... hope that guy can go back to his home... wish him all the best... too bad i nvr help him... now really feel regreted....

Lambo goes to Tekong...

Tomorrow going in army loh... Wish me good luck loh... haha... hope can be clerk... then hope can come home anytime... haiz... so fast... hope later can sleep well... some more at1 there i dunno can sleep anot cos i'm not sleeping at my bed... i cant sleep well... very sian... haha... even that time go malaysia Genting and chalet also cant sleep so how to expect me to sleep in camp... so hope can sleep well... hope go in the sargeant is very good... dun want so fierce de... haha... Anyway hope my same bdae friend can same bunk and bed mate with me... i will be out by two weeks i think... so i will write the blog about my army life... so dun forget to stay tune to my blog... bye bros... Hope to see you all soon... i will treat it like going on vacation.... haha... Bye...

BACK 2 WEEKS TIME!!!

4 more days...

Oh my GOD!!! Already Wednesday is gone... Haiz... Going in Army loh... Last time enjoy so much, now it is time to suffer liao... just like my teacher said before... Laugh = Cry, Enjoy = Suffer... meaning when u laugh now, when u older, you will cry... If you enjoy now... you will suffer when you are older... haiz... looks like all human have to go through this kind of difficulty... so sad... All of us must listen to elderly... and respect them too... From last time, I plan to have a girlfriend before going army... but i dun think will get le... now must wait after my army... so f-ing sad... why must like that... WHY!!! somemore i write this blog... i dun think have people come and read loh... write so much of my feeling also no use... no one will know... i may look happy outside... but i cry and sad inside my heart... i dun like to show people my feeling of sadness, cos i will make them sad or will irritate them and they will not happy with it... so just staying cheerful for all my brothers... like nothing have ever happen...

Today so sian...

Today went to my friend's house... haiz waste my time there doing nothing... wasted one day at there... anyway just now play dota... haha... today... just... feel... very... suck... haiz... life really sux... haha... sian...

Countdown to my NS days...

Look like I only have 1 week left to enjoy... hope the time can pass real slow... haha... anyway tomoro going to my friend house and i going to help him buy "SUBWAY! EAT FRESH!"... haha... anyway today went to buy slipper and alarm clock for my NS... and today, time pass very fast... haiz... anyway yesterday go watch kung fu panda again... and i saw the girl from the channel U show ''U are the one'', she is one of the twins... haha... she is more prettier in real person... haha... somemore she is my friend's girlfriend's friend... haha... complicated huh... haha... too bad she not my type... haha... if not sure to ask for her number... haha... but still i dun think she will give loh... i so ugly... haha... i think i can join "U are not the one..." sure to win... haha... anyway 1 week left to go... feel like dun want to go anywhere... haha... but nvm lah... just hang out till thursday then stay a home and stare at the wall... haha...

Funny Movie... Boring Day...

Today when to watch KUNG FU PANDA... Haha very funny loh... If can i will go watch one more time... But i dunno why my friend can watch untill he sleep... Haha... That is more funny... I thought of not waking him up but i not so bad lah... I wake him up and he got shock haha... The movie so funny and he still can sleep... The last part of the movie is very funny... Haha... Anyway after the movie we went to play arcade... And i almost win a unknown guy... haha... Not my luck today... Then after that i want to go buy Japanese dictionary or learning book but in the end never buy... So decided to go home liao... Today like nothing much happen... Seem so boring... hope the 2 years can pass very fast in a blink of an eye... Haha...



DO I LOOK LIKE JACK BLACK??? If yes... then thank you... If not... I will be very sad... Haha...